What is it like to be me?

What is it like to be me?
Do you really wanna know?

Have you ever wondered what it's like to be different?...To see the world in a different way from everybody else?...To feel the opposite?
Have you ever wantend more from life?...Have you ever wanted to try something new?...Go beyond?
Have you ever wanted to leave?...Run away?...Disappear?...Fade away?...Maybe even...die?
But..at the same time...live...hope you don't die...hope no one does.
Have you ever been disappointed?...Ever lost trust on anyone?...Everyone?...Everything?
Have you ever been scared?
Have you ever felt anger?...Ever hated something?...Someone?
Have you ever felt sad?...Have you ever felt like crying?...And done so
Have you ever lost hope?

Have they ever bothered you because of the way you dress?...The way you talk?...The things you write?...The things you draw?...The way you are?
Have they ever walked away?...Have they ever left you alone?...Have they forgotten all about you?
Have they ever turned their backs on you?
Are they really there?...Have they ever been there?...At all?...No...The haven't!...Have they?

Have you ever loved something?...SOMEONE?
Have you ever been loved in return?
Have you ever missed something?...SOMEONE?...Missed so much.
Have you ever been moved?...Touched?
Have you ever felt warmth?...But then again...cold? And missed again?
Have you ever been about to screw it all up?...Have you ever done so?
Have you ever made mistakes?...And accepted them?...And regretted them?
Have you ever apologized?...sincerely?
Have you ever been happy?...So happy...It made you cry?
Has love ever led you to tears?
Have you ever been...in love?

Have you ever smiled?...Laughed?
Have you ever turned your back away?...Have you ever given up?...Have you ever surrendered?
Have you ever wanted to go back?
Have you ever wanted time to stop?...Freeze?
Have you ever wanted to close your eyes?
Have you ever wanted to see the stars?
Have you ever tried to keep your stuff to you...but you just can't?
Have you ever told anyone anything?

Have you ever felt...cold?

That's what it's like to be me!